The one thing I can never forgive a man is his past. No matter how hard I've tried to convince myself that past is past - it does not help. I cannot forgive past love, past girlfriends, soul-mates, thousands of kisses with other one - I just cannot forgive that. I remember that, I imagine that, I cannot let go of that; especially if that past is the one I've gotten to witness to some extent. I am not used to be second one after someone else. And I don't want to be.

I hope one day I will meet a man, whom I'll be prepared to forgive everything that happened before me. But that man not on the horizon just yet. And to be honest, there is no certainty if he ever be.